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[02 Aug 2005|06:51pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Just a promotion for a community I don't even know if I'll be accepted to (this is on my thepoisonx name though)...

1 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

Looking back, I've realized I didn't do this... [15 Mar 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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7 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[13 Feb 2005|10:50am]
[ mood | blah ]

Just promoting...

Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[28 Nov 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I made it public 'cause a few lot of people are on here who aren't on my friends list (and don't have LJs) and stuff... Maybe they'd like to read. I dunno.
And I only did people I know personally, so sorry if you're feeling left out 'cause I don't know you personally...
For my 3rd entry of the night... I did a 'Try this' from Mike. ...and it's rainbow too.Collapse )

12 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[10 Nov 2004|04:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Yeah, well since Sarah decided to get on yesterday, I couldn't ... so here's yesterday and today, then the concert following. =D Well, we started testing yesterday, which was extremely easy... In communications, I found out almost my whole class is homophobic. -_- [I hate homophobes, if you didn't know that...] Uhh... geometry, lunch and English... I don't remember. Yesterday after school, I learned that Sarah's mom says I'm living with them when I turn 18. O_O I didn't get any sleep last night at all... Today, we tested again (damn Bush and his stupid WKCEs)... Communications, French and geometry were all boring... I can't remember what happened at lunch... and English was boring and I had to present this thingy that sucked. *nods* NOW ONTO THE CONCERT! Whee!!!
The Concert!Collapse )

16 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[18 Oct 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Yes, well... I'm doing something I never thought I'd have to do. I'm making my journal Friends-Only. Yep, that's right. You're gonna have to add me as a friend if you want to read this fucker anymore. *nods*

Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[16 Oct 2004|07:46pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Bleh... I've been cleaning all day. I know, fun, right? And out of these past 7 hours I've been cleaning, I got done... my closet. That's right. Only my closet. Oh, and my pile of about 70 tabs. I organized them too... *sigh* I have about a bazillion boxes and games I need to take to the basement. I'm just too lazy and sore now to walk up and down two flights of stairs 10 times.
And now everyone's at Homecoming... I honestly don't see a point to Homecoming, especially since last year everyone came home whining about how bad it was. Yes, that sounds fun... go out and buy a $150 dress/tux and go NOT have fun! Whoohoo! -_- I feel bad for Matt though now, because he only bought a ticket 'cause he thought he had a date, but then something happened... so he told me he didn't want to go, and I told him not to then, and he said he bought his own ticket and they already hemmed his pants (...short people *shakes head*) so he had to. =\ And especially since last night he said everyone was annoying the crap out of him (which is why he kept coming over by me ^__^)
Yeah well that's it now... I shall be off soon to find food seeing as all I ate today was ice cream. *nods*

Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[15 Oct 2004|10:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

The last football game I'm going to this year was tonight... On the way there, Leigh and me were alternating singing "Bodies..." Yes, the game started out rather boring... But then I found Matt. We're not really keeping up anymore because I didn't know he didn't have a girlfriend already... And for some reason, I have an urge to just hang out with him. O_o Anyway, I was molested by Rowdie (hahaha yes, Sarah and Leigh, that's what I'm calling it... molestation) He came by us and I ran behind Leigh... and he comes and shakes Leigh and Sarah's hands and waits for me to shake his hand... and then wouldn't let go. O_o Then I walked away and he told (well just like, did a finger motion) me to come over there... and he hugged me O_O it was scary. I have to stay away from Rowdie. Then we walked around more and Rowdie spotted us AGAIN! Grrr... so he came over and made me shake his hand again... *shakes head* Then we went inside 'cause it was cold. We just sat there and talked... and lit stuff on fire... and after a while, Rowdie came in and I screamed and hid. Hahaha Then we walked around more and left. *nods* I think that's it. The end. *goes to sleep because Sarah's not sending "Ostegolectric"... bitch*

5 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[13 Oct 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | Still tired but barely hyper.. ]

"Psh. Billy Idol!?" ...Anyway... I totally forgot in my last entry to write that my mom took me to Matt's neighborhood and I was all driving around there... I couldn't drive home though because she accidentally took me to the wrong stop sign and I can't make fast turns (and people come up/down that hill at like 45 mph) so... yes. I drove for a whole... TWO MINUTES! Hahaha I am so proud of myself...

Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[13 Oct 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | hyper yet tired ]

Alright WELL.... No homework has gotten done tonight in the household of Sam, oh well. Anywhoozer, yeah. I went to Driver's Ed. We like, did stuff the first half. *nods* Then we went to Osco and bought Frappuccino but they wouldn't sell lighters to minors. Whores. Sarah said I'm losing weight. O_O Everyone in my family (except Steve) is... o_O It's weird. She thought I just like, stopped eating, when I've eaten a box of M'Azing's in the past week... Anyway, yeah, we went back and took a test... then we watched videos and they were funny 'cause the babies were all like *Whoosh!* into the dashboard. *snickers* Then we waited for my mom and she took Mary home and we got into a politics discussion and she said Botox was talking out of his buttocks tonight. -_- Yeah. Anyway, then I came home and like, looked through videos and I found one from '93 when my dad was on the news doing a spinout. Hahaha... it was scary.
Ew, it smells like pizza. Icky.

5 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[13 Oct 2004|04:23pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Yes, today was Wednesday the 13th, and of course, me and Leigh celebrated. Haha (no it's not some freaky cult thing... hahaha) Yeah... me and Sarah took PSATs for the first 2 blocks... god those things sucked. I'm gonna get like a negative number on my results, I swear... Then Sarah colored on my hair so I did it to hers too but the blue made it look like a pen exploded all over her head. Hahaha yeaaaah... then I went to geometry and was bored. Then I went to lunch and was trying to burn Leigh's card but the flame kept going out and coming back and hitting me in the hand, haha. So I stole her lighter and when I got back to geometry, I burned a fork and it curled and it's a pimped out fork now. Hahaha but it smelled really bad. Yes. Then in English, I was bored. *nods* After school, Leigh... somehow... forgot her backpack in her classroom O_o so we had to go get a janitor to unlock it for her ...and he told Sarah what "SOL" means, but Sarah, it's not "Seriously," it's "Shit" just for future notice. Heh. Then we went outside and I started lighting dead leaves and crap on fire, and Leigh started picking up garbaged-paper and I lit that on fire and then yeah... Leigh jumped up and Sarah was all "shit!" 'cause it started burning the grass and the flame was getting a little big. Anywhoo... Jason got his license, so now he has to go get a job (the lazy bum) so he can get gas money so he can take me everywhere. ^__^ Hahaha ...Uhhhh now Martin's here. Ick. Ok the end!

2 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[12 Oct 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Heh. Driver's Ed... We did work and something about a bloody dildo (I don't know, ask Sarah ahahhaha) and then went on break... we went and bought a 1.75 quart container of ice cream and some plastic spoons and such. [Hahaha we're losers]... we ate like, five bites each and were done. (Not to mention it was some pretty crappy tasting ice cream...) Tomorrow = Pizza Hut! hahahah Then Sarah and Mary started playing with the Drunk Goggles and we went to the back of the classroom and started melting the plastic er... "silverware" together... and when class was over, the lighter was hot and Mary dropped it... and it fell apart and now it only emits gas and doesn't spark. Poor Sarah's lighter =( Haha... then I came home and Kansas Sarah called so we called Nick and he told us all about his job as Fred at Fright Fest hahahaha
Now me and JaXie are getting mad because of all the people who are gonna be at the concert 'cause "Billy Joe's soooo hawt" and the only song they know is "American Idiot" -_- I'm gonna light someone on fire if I see that, I swear...

5 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[12 Oct 2004|04:31pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Web page was pretty much me and Leigh typing a conversation back and forth to each other for like, half an hour haha... then French was boring, of course... In geometry, me, Alex and Sarah weren't listening worth a crap and we were being all like O_O ... At lunch, I had to buy Sarah a homecoming ticket for Sarah, and then Nick made me and Leigh carry him up the stairs and over by the InfraRed line... o.O Then we got into an argument over how Velvet Revolver does, in fact, suck, and then he started telling me how I listen to crappy music (all he could list was Murderdolls and Billy Idol haha) and then he walked away... and came back and yelled "AND GREEN DAY!" and I yelled "Fuck you!" because that was all that came to mind. *shrugs* Then me and Leigh sat there... because... I don't know why we just sit there. Then the rest of geometry, I swear the three of us acted like we were high or something... we were playing with our eyes and making weird noises and I got yelled at to calm down 'cause I threw a pencil at Alex. o_O Lockhart's on some serious crack... I flunked my English test... and that was pretty much all of English, haha. Then after school, when Lindsey came outside, Sarah decided she was too "cold" and left. -_- So the Lindsey leaves and I'm stuck there all alone =( It was saddening.
Yeah, and now I feel like not doing my homework... and I want to work on my doll, but it's one of those, "I want to, but I'm too lazy to" things... -.-

4 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[11 Oct 2004|10:36pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Yeah... I kinda accidentally slept until 6:15 before I realized that we had to go pick up Mary and get to class by 6:30, and then my dad wasn't home either ... -_- But we used the Drunk Goggles and I walked on the line perfectly (ahaha I've used those things so many times I know how to cheat...) and then I bought $8 worth of candy at break -.- and Sarah kept drinking all my Mountain Dew... and her lighter was broken so the flame went like a foot high every time she lit it. *nods* Then on the way home, my dad sat there and talked about the gears of car and I almost fell asleep and everytime we'd either go faster or stop, he'd tell me to listen to the gears switching... that was so incredibly boring...
I really, really want to start working on my doll... after playing with Leigh's, well... haha But I still have two weeks of Driver's Ed. and all this homework that I never do... (a project due Friday in geometry and an essay sometime in English... and then all the Scarlet Letter crap...) I still haven't progressed a bit on my room, and if anything, it's just getting messier than it was. I also have to find time to keep up on the laundry so people actually have clean clothes... and to drive. I want to be able to drive home someday soon, meaning I have to go out with my mom again... and Laura (Matt's mom) told me she'd take me out driving, so I gotta find time for that... and SLEEP! Sleep's the most important... especially with the PSAT's coming up [it's just an excuse, I don't really need sleep before tests... I just want to sleep.] *falls asleep on the keyboard* and for some reason, I don't sleep late on weekends. o_O
I'm gonna be so frickin' tired the night of the concert.......
Oh, what an ironic song to listen to... out of the 114+ that could have played, it had to be "Rest"... well isn't that just a happy fun time?

4 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[11 Oct 2004|04:07pm]
[ mood | okay ]

If I ever ask anyone what the CD I should get next is, please say Dope. ^__^
Anyway... yes, I was very tired today... I still kind of am. I saw Sarah's new hair [color and stuff] and it looks awesome (but I will STILL find a spot! I PROMISE you this!) French and web page were boring... Um... yes, as was geometry. I hate that class with a passion. That and French. ...Lunch, I ran around with Leigh's naked Eric doll and making him dance, play an imaginary bass and headbang... You can guess people were staring and I got a couple people pointing and laughing (fuck them, I'm cool with Leigh's pimpin' naked Eric! None of them are cool enough to have a naked doll!) Hahaha... Sarah's boobs feel like plastic!!! (>_> <_< Hahaha if you don't get it, don't ask...) English, well, we had a class discussion, which are always cool 'cause then we never get anything done. ^__^ [I swear I bombed the test though...] Sarah left during English. =( Then school was over and my phone was being very gay, and when I told my mom, I got yelled at for not charging the battery for 24 hours and draining it before using it (well, I wouldn't have had a battery if I did that, WOULD I???) Yeah... I have a lot of homework I should be doing... Seriously, is there a self-help book for procrastinators?? Blah... I don't really wanna go to Driver's Ed tonight. *falls asleep now*

4 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[10 Oct 2004|09:39pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Fucking awesome song and band there... *nods*
Um... well I don't really have much to say... I gotta get to work on my doll... and I have to finish cleaning by the 23rd [my room has to be spotless]... and I gotta go to class and do homework and practice driving and schedule a behind-the-wheel course and finish burning Leigh and Ngan's CDs and... GAH too much. Anyone wanna do some work for me? ^__^

Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[10 Oct 2004|11:17am]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night I had to babysit, as I'm sure most of you know since I wrote it twice already... Yeah. I had to make them supper... (And I can't cook, you can imagine how well that turned out)... Then I kinda lost their dog... *looks around* So after about half an hour of asking neighbors (it's 8 at night...), we were all about ready to go down to the ends of the block and look... and he walks in the driveway. -_- Stupid dog... *shakes fist* Then I came in and played a game with Mary and then made them go to sleep... and then I called Sarah and I started poking the dog and it kept twitching and it was extremely funny... Then after an hour, I hung up, and I think my poking the dog affected it somehow O_o because... everytime it fell asleep, it'd start having like, twitching spells/seizures ... o_O So I had to wake it up twice so it didn't like, accidentally die. Yes. And then I came home and slept. Whee, fun.

1 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[09 Oct 2004|04:44pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Guess who got tickets to see Green Day? Oh yeah, that's right, I did! =D And then my mom took me over to Parkside and I drove around... I hate that she knows anyone and everyone on duty! I was driving from the east parking lot, and Kelly (I think) drove past, and then Dave (I think?) starts coming down the road swerving all over the place and I got distracted and hit a branch. Hahaha I'm a loser. Yeah... but it wasn't fun and I didn't feel like handling the curves of Wood Road, so I didn't drive home. Then we went to the mall [they moved FYE -_-] and exchanged Ngan's CD... and then we went to Rock America and I bought yet another Green Day shirt... theeeen we went to SunCoast and I bought the South Park movie. Yes. Then I had to sit at Sam's Club forever -_- [I hate chicken nuggets...] Yes... and tonight I have to babysit 6-11 (yes I know I said that earlier, but oh well.)
Jackie says she's gonna rent a wheelchair for the concert so she can sit all day so she will be able to stand for the concert. Hahaha

2 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[09 Oct 2004|10:55am]
[ mood | worried ]

>_< Sarah's not answering her phone and she's not online, and I can't even think about getting Green Day tickets until she does... (See, this sort of SUCKS because well... they go on sale in an hour...) That, and my parents aren't home... Grrrr... and then I'm supposed to go driving but I doubt I will now since I have to babysit from 6 to 11 tonight .... o.< ugh...

5 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

[08 Oct 2004|01:20pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

This morning I woke up like, "I hope it's not 6:30 yet..." and I turn over and there's no light on my clock -_- So yeah, I had to get ready in the dark [stupid power *shakes fist*] Today we had a half day because of conferences... So web page was mostly me attempting to get my layout done [which was done very crappily, I must say...] Then French, as usual, was boring... Geometry was stupid and boring and kind of hectic, if you can call it that... We only had 10 minutes of English because of the College & Career Fair, so I went to that... I jumped from Leigh and Sarah to Alex and then to Stephanie... and so I pretty much walked around with Stephanie and got ignored by everyone except Sharkey and Melanie [for a bit]... So ya know, that just put me in an awesome mood... -_- (Why? Am I honestly that annoying? That ugly? That stupid? That I have to be ignored by everyone?) I hate Bradford. I hope it burns. But yeah, so since I was being ignored by everyone [Nick (especially), Ngan, ...anyone who Stephanie talked to...] I didn't talk to anyone after school and I walked ahead of Sarah and Leigh since normally they don't talk to me and I'm the third person when we're going to Sarah's locker, so I figured there really wasn't a reason to get ignored even more... And then my dad came and I asked if he'd let me go get my temps, and he said he was planning on taking me anyway... So we get to the DMV, and I don't have my social security card, birth certificate, or school ID, so we had to run home -_- and then we went back... The kids who were taking the tests before I got there the first time were still there and were there when I finished... [it only took me like 5-10 minutes] and yes, I passed. ^__^ I got 100% on the signs test and 96% [2 wrong] on the Class D test... *nods* And then I got teryaki chicken for lunch. Hahaha, yes... that was a highlight of my day...
But now I'm slumping into a bad mood again... maybe I should just stop talking to everyone since people are still ignoring me...

2 told me to look at the sky - Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

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